Today I go to gym, not ballet studio. It feel very different - no music, no soft movement, only loud machines and heavy weight. Coach say ballerina need strong body, so I do squat, plank, lift small dumbbell. My arms cry after five minutes. Ballet make you elegant, but gym make you tough. I look in mirror, red face, sweaty hair, but I laugh. Every muscle hurt now, but tomorrow I will dance stronger.